Last day in Seoul

This trip was all about family and great shopping deals. I sat around on my ass a lot towards the end with my grandmother and bargained my way up and down Itaewon. The worst part was getting sexually assaulted with an "accidental" hand swipe across my ass at my home subway station. Second time stalked this Summer. No, this is not a lie. I got off at my stop and there are 3 very long escalator rides up, which I bolted, nearly running up to the top. At the top he'd come up behind me the whole time without me knowing or anyone notifying me and swiped me. I turned around disgusted because the place is vast and... ugh whatever that was gross. This was too cute today:

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Wow that excerpt is so me. *flips hair* *tear*

Sober Life

I haven't had a cigarette, a sip of alcohol, nor any drugs for 10 days. I have however, had a little bit of weak instant coffee often, but a teaspoon is even strong for me. My skin is pretty amazing and I'm continuing to shed weight. (lost 10lbs in Paris - makes me wonder How fat was I?!) ;) - Realities I never wanted to face. I'm not missing any of these things and my next 10 days here will be easy - however I may have one drink... maybe. Working out won't be the same when I get back to NYC. No post work out jacuzzi and dry sauna :*( Oh and I was looking at apartments online today and you can get a tiny piece of shit for 2000$ with shitty finishings and sometimes no bathtub. It's fun to be in NYC and being with the people and energy there is like no other place on Earth, but in reality it's kind of a lot of bacchanalian fluff unless you've got a well-paying fulfilling career path. Otherwise, for what?! I don't think I want to pay rent for a WHILE. I'll be uptown with my pops until I make a decision. Let's see how NYC treats me this time *flips hair* t

Japanese Songs

I made this playlist a while back. LIKE LIKE LIKE

I've Been Passing This Around

"Platinum Rule: Do unto others as they would like to have you do unto them. 

Using this improved formula is not just a virtuous way to live, but is also the best way to ensure the success of your selfish goals. The rituals and spells of various occult orders purport to be supercharged techniques for imposing your personal will on the chaotic flow of events, but I say that practicing the Platinum Rule outstrips all of them as an exercise to enhance your power and happiness."

again taken from Rob Breszny http://freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/sagittarius.html

I always knew dis. The only problem is remembering your healthy boundaries - of course.

Hiding Again Here in Seoul

The Last Parisienne Selfie of a Gentlewoman

Insomnia is Queen Bitch

I have had my annual Summer Insomnia for what's going on my second week now. And events that have taken place in the past few days have just made it worse. I just got to Seoul and was slipping into a relaxed state of slight narcolepsy but the bitch is back. I had to delete Facebook.. too much chatting and too many stalkers from Tinder. Oh yeah, I tried Tinder and it went pretty ok. 1 date was enough for me and I'm done. I don't like the thinking of the fact that people can be disposable and I don't want to be disposed of either. I also don't really want to dispose of anyone.

Other than that, I've been having the time of my life and now it's time to calm down, diet, exercise, recover, and hang out with my 할모니. It's hot here and it's my first home on Earth, so it's easier to relax. Yet, I'm still not relaxed. Feeling TOO some type of way lately. No peace in the land of morning calm. I'm ready to fight ghosts.

I wonder how many people reading this know me IRL? Here's a track that feels like insomnia and Tinder:

LFO (Mark Bell) brought me a drink once in this club called Boston in Reykjavik. Bjork was there. Cool story brah.